nO,

My father honestly thinks that “Associates in Arts” means that I got an degree in ART or something.

He keeps asking me if that will be enough for me to be financially secure.

Not sure if funny, or if he’s trying to set me up for failure somehow.

NONE OF THE ACHIEVEMENTS. NONE.

Applying for college makes me want to crawl in a hole and die. I’m a less than mediocre student who has made no achievements in life thus far. No, I’m not employed. No, I’m not an epic fantastic awesome superb leader. No, I’m not an athlete, and I don’t have any special skills other than being able to locate Auriga and its brightest star, Capella, in the night sky. But I want to be a history major, so astronomy is useless.

I honestly wonder how the friends who moved off to college are still caught up in their old high school drama bullshit.

They either live at totally separate colleges, or if they do go to the same one, they usually have no excuse for why they can’t avoid whoever it is they don’t like.

Eye roll eye roll eye roll.

Guess who gets excited when she finds a decently priced college with a ton of european history courses?

I DO, I DO!

FOREVER AND ALWAYS

that awkward time when you’re scared to text all your college friends because they’re probably busy with their super-fabulous away from home college lives right now.

i’ll just sit here in my room and play .flow or something. maybe do my astronomy homework. i’ll keep my skype on… just in case someone logs in… yeeeaaah.

/whine whine whine